Monday, March 9, 2009
Step 1- Day 7-Dose 1
Yea, I'm a real slacker when it comes to this blog. Even though its a form of therapy for me while I'm going through this process, its also a reminder of everything. So, I get to it whenever I feel the need to share, I do check the blogs I follow daily though, so please dont you guys slack up hehehe. I'm on the 7mls now and the bumps started right before I finished with the 4 mls. They are not really bad, just whiteheads and I just pop them and keep going. Put your pants on sent me a comment the other day and it had me really thinking. I try to find some type of positive energy from any situation thrown my way in life. When I was diagnosed with HSV I CRIED until it was painful. I questioned GOD and what I had done to deserve this. But NOBODY deserves this, just like nobody deserves to have HIV, Cancer, etc. Its just something that happens, and if I can prevent it nobody will ever get this because of me. As I continued to try and come up with some type of positive outlook from this situation, the only thing I could come up with was I would GLADLY take the S in HSV instead of the I in between ;-).... So I guess I can say thanks for the S huh? heheh.. In no way do I think HIV is funny, just like I said, I'm trying to find some positivity from this. I'm a little late taking my second dose today but I'll get to it later. I feel its okay to be a little late since I saw that update on one of the other blogs I follow. They say its okay to take the shots about 3 hours apart so I should be fine. I guess thats it for the day. I really need to do better with eating prior to taking my shots. Its not a really bad feeling but I can tell a difference when I do eat..
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You go BreBre! Time is the best healer. I try to push on people that it gets easier and easier every day. You're right on when you say, it could have been worse. I've said that same exact thing to myself... things work in mysterious ways. I was supposed to go out with friends one night but I left the house without setting the alarm so I said go ahead without me, I'll take my own car and I'll meet you there.... they were T-Boned at an intersection by an 18 wheeler. Only 1 survived.... I would have been the front passenger and that part was pushed through the driver’s side. Things have a weird way of happening. I know you heard this before but with every door that closes, a new one opens. Take this time to mentally take a stroll through he woods of your mind. Find out who you really are. As weird as this sounds, the more and more people I converse with tell me of how they managed to find strengths hidden deep within themselves otherwise known to have been undiscovered. This could be a blessing in disguise for all you know. Hey, I met someone in Walgreens picking up pH strips. haha Having this has brought me to many new faces... and finger tips. haha. I never would have met you…... All I can do for you right now is plant the seed and water it every day for you. But you and ONLY you can choose when that seed will turn into something beautiful. You're doing great, keep it up. They say time will make this all go away, and it is time that will take your tomorrows and turn them into yesterdays, so live everyday to its fullest. I would love to see more of you around here. If you need anything just drop on by. ::hugs::
ReplyDeleteHi there!!! I'd be interested in hearing your progress on Resolve since the last time you posted. I have been keeping my own blog on resolve if you are interested. It's surehopethisworks.blogspot.com. Hope you're doing well :-)
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